Sunday, May 13, 2007

Anger, Fear, and Hurt Feelings

Have you ever been in one of those places where you know something should be done you just don't know what to do about it. I have found myself in that situation several times in the past, but none so difficult as what I am facing right now. I think, as in the past, the only thing there really is to do about it is to pray. Nothing I personally could do about it seems like it would work out in the end. The only right and just answer to the situation is to let go and let God handle it.

I feel like pouring all my thoughts and feelings about these past two weeks into a 10 page spew, and believe me it could make up ten pages and then some. Once again, that would really not make anything better. So, I would just ask that everyone pray for our family and for my boys. Pray that God would reveal my ex-husband for who or what he is. He is now living with this woman he met only 1 month ago and having the boys stay with her on his weekends. There is so much more involved that doesn't need to be discussed here, but it is causing serious complications for the sanity of our day to day lives and for the smoothness of our move north. Pray for Zeke especially as he is so vulnerable to their mind games.

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